Intentional living

I have learnt to listen,the exact time in which there’s a shift in energy I have learnt to he present.Like when I am bubbly and happy then my mood changes,I can almost always mark the exact time it happened.I don’t like to admit it most times but I also know what changes it.I have been feeling like that the last few days,like my energy shifted.I have struggled with this feeling and then it finally hit me.That I know exactly what it is ,why I am feeling the way that I do.Does it suck ?Yes it does for I feel really scared right now.Am back to right where I started ,the feeling of what if.This shift sucks and my heart is heavy. However I know one thing for sure that I am going to be okay.I just need a little bit of time to deal,to accept that this is my today.Then I’ll walk the journey,for I will be ready.For now I listen to the shift,as my energy changes. All I can say is this,I am ready for this journey,just like everything else In my life,I live to conquer another day