July 2022.
I could have done this differently but instead I chose you
I loved you the best way I knew how and when I realized you never really felt the same I was broken. A part of me will always be broken because of this.. But what I need right now is to start over. Coming back is the easy thing right now but I can’t because as much as this hurts the way you treated me hurts more. Am in pain lots and lots of pain but I need to learn to let it go because none of this is what I want. I have cried more painful tears than ever but none of it brings me any closet to making a choice. My heart is broken and I want so bad for me to be okay. However I am ready to move on,ready to let go and more importantly I am going to be okay through it all.
Chiry Writes 