Chirywrites

I have loved so deeply, yet I never felt that kind of purity in those who showed me loveI cared so intensely, yet never felt safe long enough not to care for myselfI honored those who deserved it and yet never walked in my own honorI held on to keep the peace, yet I alwaysContinue reading “Chirywrites”

Loneliness

The lonely nights,the silence right after babies go to bed.The resounding silence when you can’t fall asleep because you aren’t tired enough,or you are think about something. Wondering how you got to this place,the place that you are alone.If you are like me and you made the conscious choice to be single then you’ll consoleContinue reading “Loneliness”

This exact time

I sit here by myself trying to exist in a space so huge and yet none of this is enoughI listen to my being fight within itself as it tries to enjoy my current beingThis quite time that I have is all I have waited in a long time Yet in this exact time IContinue reading “This exact time”

My best friend

Today I write of my best friend,a beautiful woman with an amazing soul. I don’t know where to start so I will just wing it.People talk about fights they have with their sisters and I have always wondered what that’s like.Then she walked in to my life and nothing has ever been the same.One yearContinue reading “My best friend”

Diary of Parenting

My child asked me to give her privacy today.I stood there very surprised and she thought I didn’t hear her.She called me and said “I need privacy please excuse me for a minute”. I couldn’t process it,neither could I answer do I just walked away.In the evening I was talking to a friend and sheContinue reading “Diary of Parenting”

From the mouth of babes

My child has an infection.Its minor, however she needed mediation so I got her some.They don’t taste so well because it’s medicine.This morning am giving her a dose and she is whispering something.”I am brave, I am brave”. I am marvelling at the way she is calm saying it and takes the medicine without cringing.InContinue reading “From the mouth of babes”

DIARY OF MY TODAY

I am looking into the eyes of a child.Let me start from the beginning,I am sitting somewhere and across from me is a baby and her mom.She is about a year old and is being a baby,wants to play,wants to be held and is even trying to eat everything she touches.She keeps smiling at meContinue reading “DIARY OF MY TODAY”

Intentional living

I have learnt to listen,the exact time in which there’s a shift in energy I have learnt to he present.Like when I am bubbly and happy then my mood changes,I can almost always mark the exact time it happened.I don’t like to admit it most times but I also know what changes it.I have beenContinue reading “Intentional living”

The healing process

It’s the things that cross your mind when you are alone.The truth of your existence when you wake up in the middle of night.That feeling when you are facing the worst of your fears,that exact moment in which you cross the line.The line between it being a fear and it turning into a reality.I haveContinue reading “The healing process”

Intentional living

Maybe it’s meant to be,that you break your soul before you can grow with itThat you fall way below the bottom of the sea before you can aim at the skyMaybe you are meant to experience the painful lessonsThat make you question the meaning of life as a wholeMaybe that pain Is meant to teachContinue reading “Intentional living”

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