My Dad bought a flask last year.Red beautiful piece of utensil and when I was leaving home I carried it with me.See this man has always given us everything he has that could help us.His first laptop he gave it to me ,in his words I needed it more.Never mind that he was also inContinue reading “Baba Chir”
Category Archives: Healing
Start of an Era
I write about literally everything; last year I wrote more about the struggles I was going through. The learning to let go of the pain, my healing process, and the journey through my new chapter. I woke up this morning, and I am at peace. I love myself, I love my child, I love theContinue reading “Start of an Era”
What is Love?
Love is a strong word—the kind of word that many have given up so much in an attempt to describe. I have decided that love means different things for everyone, and therefore we should embrace what it means to us. Chasing what it means to everyone else is the reason for unhappiness. I have beenContinue reading “What is Love?”
The Chase of Life
This makes me smile even as I begin to write about it.The truth is most people will tell you there’s no love, while they are on every app trying to find it. They will tell you there are no jobs without connection while applying to every opening without the said connection.It is the hope, theContinue reading “The Chase of Life”
This I Prayed For
This is my favorite phrase lately. I realizewith a lot of humility that the things I have now are answered prayers. I have a rock-solid support system, and I would never take that for granted. You held my hands when I couldn’t keep them up. From the moment I felt pain, I wasn’t alone, andContinue reading “This I Prayed For”
State of the Mind
Suicide is a way out, a backup plan for when it doesn’t work out. I know that’s scary to say out loud, but I have been thinking about it a lot. I’m not thinking about doing it per se but as an option. You see, I have been going through so much that words cannotContinue reading “State of the Mind”
Chirywrites
I have loved so deeply, yet I never felt that kind of purity in those who showed me loveI cared so intensely, yet never felt safe long enough not to care for myselfI honored those who deserved it and yet never walked in my own honorI held on to keep the peace, yet I alwaysContinue reading “Chirywrites”
Loneliness
The lonely nights,the silence right after babies go to bed.The resounding silence when you can’t fall asleep because you aren’t tired enough,or you are think about something. Wondering how you got to this place,the place that you are alone.If you are like me and you made the conscious choice to be single then you’ll consoleContinue reading “Loneliness”
Friendships
I advocate for being there for each other.In a sensible way because it really eases many of our struggles.Yesterday I had a serious migraine,the kind that makes you want to cry.So I tell my best friend and because health practitioners are interesting people she goes ahead to examine me.She makes a conclusion and recommends medication.IContinue reading “Friendships”
Intentional living
I have learnt to listen,the exact time in which there’s a shift in energy I have learnt to he present.Like when I am bubbly and happy then my mood changes,I can almost always mark the exact time it happened.I don’t like to admit it most times but I also know what changes it.I have beenContinue reading “Intentional living”