This makes me smile even as I begin to write about it.The truth is most people will tell you there’s no love, while they are on every app trying to find it. They will tell you there are no jobs without connection while applying to every opening without the said connection.It is the hope, theContinue reading “The Chase of Life”
Author Archives: C.Beyond
This is my Abundance
How beautiful is love that it lights a passion so consuming words cannot describe.How deep does it go that someone will be in your mind through so many emotions and it still makes sense.How wonderful is that safety of knowing that you can tell them what you are feeling without filters and know that theyContinue reading “This is my Abundance”
This I Prayed For
This is my favorite phrase lately. I realizewith a lot of humility that the things I have now are answered prayers. I have a rock-solid support system, and I would never take that for granted. You held my hands when I couldn’t keep them up. From the moment I felt pain, I wasn’t alone, andContinue reading “This I Prayed For”
State of the Mind
Suicide is a way out, a backup plan for when it doesn’t work out. I know that’s scary to say out loud, but I have been thinking about it a lot. I’m not thinking about doing it per se but as an option. You see, I have been going through so much that words cannotContinue reading “State of the Mind”
The Chase
Everybody is chasing something. Depending on what your needs are, you will always be chasing something. Owe unto you, if your joy comes with the chase, because you will never settle. Look at people climbing mountains, wanting to get to go higher and climb more. Look at athletes chasing more medals. They say the competitionContinue reading “The Chase”
What is it?
What is it about men that think when you say you are looking for a job it means you also want a boyfriend Why would a person take advantage of your joblessness to make you feel so voiceless What is it about people who think being broke should make you vulnerable Why would you wantContinue reading “What is it?”
Broken Dreams
Down the tools of trade and watch them burn. Medicine is a calling for most,a passion so fierce it gets you through the challenging education that comes with it.You go to the morgue and stand before a body marveling at the anatomy of the human body.The days go by with so much hardships yet theContinue reading “Broken Dreams”
Tales of Pictures
Am looking at pictures of my family and I am smiling so much. This morning I was thinking of how much I am a love kind of person.I love love,I really do and recently I have been actively trying to find my person.I have this dream of a beautiful life and a loving family.So asContinue reading “Tales of Pictures”
My Happy Place
Everyday that goes by and you give up something,it strips you of an identity. Ideally you don’t even give them up, you adjust in order to be comfortable to the current situation in your life.Like that six inch heel I used to love,oh the beauty of that shoe.Black,classy and elegant:how far I would walk inContinue reading “My Happy Place”
Chirywrites
I have loved so deeply, yet I never felt that kind of purity in those who showed me loveI cared so intensely, yet never felt safe long enough not to care for myselfI honored those who deserved it and yet never walked in my own honorI held on to keep the peace, yet I alwaysContinue reading “Chirywrites”