Suicide is a way out, a backup plan for when it doesn’t work out. I know that’s scary to say out loud, but I have been thinking about it a lot. I’m not thinking about doing it per se but as an option. You see, I have been going through so much that words cannotContinue reading “State of the Mind”
Category Archives: Grieve
Chirywrites
I have loved so deeply, yet I never felt that kind of purity in those who showed me loveI cared so intensely, yet never felt safe long enough not to care for myselfI honored those who deserved it and yet never walked in my own honorI held on to keep the peace, yet I alwaysContinue reading “Chirywrites”
Firstborn chronicles
Home is where our lives begin.It is where we learn to be earlier in our lives.For most homesteads firstborn came when the love was new or rather when the sex was just getting started.The truth is that most aren’t even planned,they just happen.So you wake up one day and you are holding a snack sweetContinue reading “Firstborn chronicles”
Diary of my Today
I spent the better part of today worrying about my friend,she is going through a loss and it has kind changed alot of things.Like the way that I feel about being there for someone I care about.My first instinct was to travel and be with her but I literally cannot.I have tried to adjust everythingContinue reading “Diary of my Today”
Heal your traumas
We have been accustomed to be ashamed of our choices.The things that define our past the world wants us to ignore them.When you talk about them they say you haven’t healed.When you don’t talk about them they say you are hurting inside.So really whatever you do society will not be impressed.So stop impressing them.Every addictContinue reading “Heal your traumas”
Traumas
You know those adult people y’all keep saying were raised well okay they are heartbroken,most of them.Young people are hurting from childhood traumas,older people are hurting from disappointments.So we hide behind memes, money and trolling others.. Ladies are out here breaking hearts because some dude from their past broke their hearts. Men are out hereContinue reading “Traumas”
Diary of my Today
There’s this movie I once watched.It was about a long lost love that this two people had .The chemistry was on point and everything checked out .But they couldn’t be together and unfortunately this young man died .His heart was given to her son,the ultimate love sacrifice.Today I was on the road and I sawContinue reading “Diary of my Today”
No Man is an Island
No man is an island so they say.As a child that grew up so fast,I never really got to understand that part. I have learnt that you cannot stand alone no matter how strong you are.No matter the power you think you got it the cards of life will deal with you a proper oneContinue reading “No Man is an Island”
Diary of my Today
Grief is a painfully interesting journey.My grandmother was an amazing woman,she loved us with everything she had.When we escorting her to her resting place we were this similar dresses that we bought for that day.All family members,ladies had this type of dress.Yesterday my mum officially got her promotion and we had a party to celebrate,itContinue reading “Diary of my Today”
Heal your triggers
Our minds are designed to keep memories of the things that happen to us.From our childhood we learn to perceive the things around us.While we may claim to know what we want once we become adults it is really coming from a place of experience.The things that scare you to death ,there is most likelyContinue reading “Heal your triggers”
Chiry Writes 