Intentional living

After my birthday I realized that life flies so fast.So much has changed and there’s no going back from here.So I am more intentional now,I express myself and because i don’t get to say it in person I say it in writing.I messed in my past,waited too long to express myself.In some occasions I didn’t even get to say it and in the end I lost some of the things I wanted.I am more intentional this year,if I am going to lose anything it will not be because I didn’t say something.It won’t be because I didn’t try,heck it won’t even be because I wasn’t sure.It will be because it wasn’t meant to be.Am about to be out here scaling the heights of reality, telling the world my truth. I want to look at the mirror at the end of everyday and know that I lived that day to the best of my ability.I want to smile before I fall asleep knowing that I did everything that was in my power is to do that day.On the bad days I want to have felt the pain,dealt with how I got there in the first place.I want to have tried to make it better and when it doesn’t get better I want to have the will power to accept that threw are things I can’t change.The bible says we don’t get because we don’t ask. Reading that is mind opening because it goes to say when we ask we don’t get because of our motives.
That’s how I have lived in the past,there was no asking.Every time I developed enough strength to ask it was too late.Its a new year and therefore the rules have changed.I will be more intentional,I will be more present and all the fears I have I will rise above them. Everything that I want this year I will get and those that I will lose it will not be because I didn’t try.
So I raise a glass, to journey of healing my trauma’s, rising above my fears and scaling the heights of my life.No apologies,just a girl finding her space in this word.
Affirmative Sunday .