Little pieces of me

Am an advocate for speaking your mind, saying what you really feel without attaching neither apologies nor insecurities.Like the way that my friends say that I have no chills I encourage people to get to a place where they can express themselves fully.I find that when you speak your mind it heals your fears,it takes power away from the scary things.It gives more power to the beautiful parts of your existence. It’s good advice, actually it’s great advice.I developed a certain type of feelings a while ago.I have wrote so much about it,I have said it out loud to myself but I haven’t told the person yet.You may ask why I haven’t followed my own advice,well I have a reason,it’s not a good reason though so I can’t really use it.I have thought about ways in which I can say it,I have written it,I have even considered the possibility of not saying it.None of this has worked because I have to say it for it to mean something.If life has taught me anything it is to be myself,to accept the things that make me who I am and to live my life the way that is authentic to me.
Basing this on my current situation I have come to a conclusion this feeling is eating me up and I have to say it.It scares the life out me but I still have to be courageous enough to do it.I don’t know if we will be okay after I say it but I know that have to.Am not a lone in this,so I really can’t say I deserve to keep it.I have been asking myself how it would make me feel if someone felt this way about me and felt like they couldn’t tell me.It takes a lot of dynamics to get to a place where someone makes you feel the way that I do right now.This count’s for something so I’ll be facing my fears and speaking my mind.I just need to find time.