Diary of my Today

I spent the better part of today worrying about my friend,she is going through a loss and it has kind changed alot of things.Like the way that I feel about being there for someone I care about.My first instinct was to travel and be with her but I literally cannot.I have tried to adjust everything in my life to be able to go but nothing can move.Apart from the fact that I can’t be with her ,I also don’t know how to be there for her from a million miles away.It has been a long day,I have realized that we take for granted so many things in this life.If this loss has taught me anything is that we think we have tomorrow,we think that there will be next time.It has made me realize that we have to learn to live.We have to learn to be contented with what we have long enough to actually enjoy them.Its been a crazy day and I still feel bad about not being in a position to be there for her.My take home from this experience is to live today like there’s no tomorrow and from now on that’s what am going to do.