Good morning 🌄

6:50 am.Earphones check,music check.Am wearing a short white dress,just above the knee,boots and brown trench coat.My coat has a hood and though it doesn’t cover my ears it’s a bit warm.Its freezing out here and there’s dew everywhere.I am walking in the grass under trees.The sound of music in my calming in my ears,but that’s not why I am calm this morning.Yesterday I made a joke about the rain and he got one over me.The joke was on me because that’s all I can think about this morning.The funny thing is I have taken this walks many times more than once a day sometimes.Lately it feels different though,like am not alone.I know we are never alone ni matter how alone we feel but this is different.I love this feeling,I really do and I know that no amount of words can trully describe what I feel so I close my eyes and enjoy it.There is dew on my skin ,am cold and  my hood isn’t on my head ,so my face feels like ice.I can hear his voice telling me that walking through nature is amazing.I miss him so much my heart aches and no matter how long it takes he is worth the wait.In the meantime I need to stop wearing short dresses in the morning.I need to get a hoody that stays on my head so my ears aren’t cold.And until am in his arms again I need to keep walking so that missing him doesn’t hurt as much.